HELLO BLOG!
Its been a super duper long time, no? As promised, I'll come back & blog after SPM. Since im blogging now, means I am done done done done done done with SPM! :D
Spm has given me terrible eyebags and made look so horrible(refer to the pictures above which were taken during and before SPM) actually i look much more worse than that sometimes. There are even times where I was even afraid of looking at myself in the mirror. Ive put on heaps of pounds due to the stress.
After a month and a half of being lifeless, drowning myself everyday with all my revision book & being lost in my own world with seung gi in it, I AM FINALLY FREE! I'll tell you what my daily routine is before and during SPM,
- Wake up at 9 or 10am.
- Lock myself up in my study room & stare blankly at my books straight away with my breakfast next to me.
- Go online on my ipod to check updates on seung gi.
- Go back studying after that.
- lunch at home.
- Add maths or mod maths for hours in the afternoon while listenning to seung gi.
- Reject the offer of parents calling me out for dinner or going to the mall even if it meant them bringing me out to my favourite restaurants & places.
- Dinner at home. Stare at my books again.
- Do online state papers.
- Watch Seung gi for a while on 2d1n. And sleep the earliest at 2am everynight, sometimes even at 3 or 4am. Sometimes I suffer from insomnia too despite worrying about SPM.
I havent been to a mall for close to 2 months during tht period of time. All I do is stay at home, and the only time I went out during SPM, was when I needed to go to church. I believe the time used for church is definitely worth it :) Thanks to God, ive managed to endure and overcome all the stress by depending on His strength. Spm was okay i guess, I tried my best, and now its up to God to do the rest!
Anyhu i wanna blog about my lost camera. As ya'll i spoilt my camera like 2 months ago, & after begging daddy to get me a new one, he finally got me one a month ago. And guess what? I lost it this week!
Before bio 3, went for lunch with the guys. I was in Imran's car when I lost it. While we were on the way for lunch with hashbul along, I remembered holding my camera, and as soon as we were eating our lunch, I realized my camera was missing while checking through my bag. We searched through Imran's car for half an hour, but no luck.
I searched everywhere, I tell you! Couldnt find it still. That seriously affected my mood while doing bio for paper 3 later that afternoon. I couldnt concentrate at all. And accounts paper was the next day. I know I screwed up the remaining papers. sigh.
What sucks even more is cos all the pictures I took over the month were are all gone. Especially the ones on the last day of school :( Sigh. there were alot yknow? Sorry to everyone who were hoping for me to upload the pics on fb. I couldnt upload it earlier, cos I deactivated my fb. And also cos of me deactivating fb, I realized I was completely left out from the real world.
Anyhu after accounts, Sarah came over. Dolled up for Cf's christmas party. I helped her with her make up :) & then rushed out for the party. I wanted to take so many pictures, realized my dear cam wasnt with me. Sigh. Had to use Sarah's.
Came home, had the feeling of wanting to upload the pictures as planned, and realized i lost my camera. Dang! :(
And the next day, which was yesterday, went to mid valley with Sarah, Jian, Shi Chuen, Ganesh, Ishaq, Yip & Karlil. Watched Harry Potter. Guess WHAT? That was my first time watching it cos I have never in my life watched Harry Potter before :D i thought i'll stone there in the cinema, but I didnt. Thank goodness I managed to understand the story line. At least ive managed to figure out who's the bad & good guy :D And thts good enough!
Went for pizza after tht for lunch. Phoebe & Jon came over. Again, i tried reaching through my bag for my camera, and it wasnt there again! :( Used Sarah's one again.. Her iphone 4 is super canggih (Y) After lunch, Sarah & I went around searching for her prom dress, and then went to this beauty fair. The guys went around and stoned i suppose as we went separate ways.
We went home around 4. Saw alot of familar faces.
Oh & in a non-rleated-story, I was chosen for NS for the first batch starting 2nd of jan. GREAT. JUST GREAT. ive to start coll january if i ever wanna differ. Means Ive to make up my mind soon on the course I am interested.. they even sent me this really thick letter already! but the problem is I have no idea which course or which coll should I pick or go to. Seriously. I cant seem to find what I am interested in, besides being seung gi's wife. And whatever I am interested in, wont bring me much of a future according to my parents.
And also I just realized in one year, I broke 2 phones, a 32GB ipod touch, a laptop, my old camera, & lost my new camera few days back! GREAT, JUST GREATTTT !
Okayy I know this is a super long post. Imma upload some of the pics from yesterday and 2 nights back.
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