
Driving is killing me now. My previous instructor was sucha pain in the ass. My driving test was supposed to be next Monday. But since i know no shit about passing the test , my parents went to the driving school this afternoon to appeal for another instructor to teach me.
I've been with this particular instructor for 8 whole hours already, &untill now the car engine that i drive always tends to die half way through when I balance the car in the middle of the road. Especially during traffic lights. Its sucha an embarrassment yknow? The cars behind me always overtake me &give me an irritated look. They must be cursing using all sorts of profanities &laughing in their hearts on this dumb L driver.
It isnt entirely my fault. Thanks to luck. My bladey instructor sleeps until he snores in EVERY SINGLE CLASS. I'm always terrified whenever he sleeps, wht if i bang into some pole or even worse, what if I bang into someone? I could easily take away someones life, based on my lousy driving skills.
He doesn't have much patience too due to his old age. The worse part was,when he called me handicap the other day o__o He expects me to know everything, when he hasn't teach me certain things. He gets mad really easily too.
I also realized that he is racist. I met this indian girl who was under him too, she studies in the same school like me, &she told me he doesn't sleeps during her class. & he charges her so much cheaper for extra classes. Not professional at all, tsk.
&the fact that I am using a really old antique Kancil to learn, I am one hundred &one percent sure I am going to fail if my test were to be next monday, as i only have 2 hours of remainder under him. I bet he is so damn pissed now, since my parents went &complaint about him. But oh well! Thank goodness they're giving me a new instructor. But my test is postponed to middle of October, cause my trials starts next month. Tht means there is still a long way more till I actually get my real license. I envy those who passed their test already.
I dnt know how to cope now, with driving &trials &spm.
God bless me.
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